Wednesday, December 04, 2002
So it's been almost a month since I posted here. A lot has happened, after visiting my Grandad in hospital, then at home and then at the hospice he finally died 3 weeks ago. He was pretty much with us and fairly chatty up unitl the last 3 days. We were never close but I really feel for my Dad, he has lost both his parents in the last 18 months. Anyway, as you can tell life has been fairly hectic, neither of my parents drive so my brother and I have taken it in turns to take my Dad back and to to visit my grandad.
I eventually managed to go and get my final blood test done at the hospital, ( at least the last one for now!) We have got an appointment at the hospital tomorrow so we should get the results. I'm just hoping that they will hurry up and get me on the treatment and not say come back for another appointment in a couple of months. We've already being trying to have a baby for 4 years and it's really getting me down now, it's 2 yeasr since I first went to see my GP about the whole thing. To make matters worse Andy's brother's fianceé is pregnant. I am happy for them but I can't shake that 'It's not fair feeling' and that in itself makes me feel awful :0( Also another friend is pregnant and another recently had a miscarriage, everyone seems to get pregnant apart from me. I felt awful about the miscarriage, the couple weren't sure what to say to me coz they know of our problems. I feel for them because she so desperately wants kids, but again I feel surrounded by women who are so bloody fertile! So I guess I will find out what the next step is at the hospital tomorrow.
Other stuff that has been going on is that we are decorating the hall...it's taking forever, it's like painting the bloody Forth Bridge! It should be finished by the end of next week, we've got to clean and polish up the floor tiles now that we have taken the carpet up. It's been hell trying to get the glue up that the carpet grippers were stuck down with.
Went to a Black Tie Do 30th birthday on Saturday, that was great fun and made me feel a lot brighter. I actually got glammed up for a change. I'm looking forward to Christmas, I love buying presents for folks and decorating the tree and the house. We've bought some icicle lights for outside very festive :0)
I've got a couple of craft fairs this weekend, hope I do ok at them. Trade at the shop has been fairly slow compared to last year, perhaps everyone is skint! My stock that I ordered back in September finally arrived and it is gorgeous, will have to take some photos and put them up on my Diva Pleasures site. So that's it for now. Don't know when I'll be writing again...I guess I'll just have to leave you in ant-ici-pation!....(to quote Rocky Horror)
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