Tuesday, December 09, 2003
So, guess what? Yep, I got another negative result...BOO HISS! Did all my crying and ranting yesterday...one day this will work for us, I hope. It's just so bloody hard, and it gets harder everytime. I just can't think about it too much, go back to just plodding on. Will have to ring the hospital with the news later. Got one more go at IUI and then it's on to IVF, we'll have to self fund it if we don't want to join a 3 year waiting list. So anyone got a spare £2500 spare you know where to send it!...Bad taste I know but I deal with this crap with my weird sense of humour.
On the bright side...is there one? I can drink over Christmas and New Year. Also Andy is trying to organise a holiday for us. Just got to make sure kitty cat will be looked after whilst we are away.
Now I'm off to put the Christmas lights up, and the curtains as I washed and ironed them, a mammoth task in itself! The we can start to decorate the tree before I go off to do a Pamper Party which will be attend by numerous new mums and pregnant women...fab!
Thursday, December 04, 2003
Well, just past the half way mark on the 2 week wait. Not feeling quite so positive now :0( I don't know anything yet but I always find it hard at this time to actually believe that I will get a positive result. I mean, I've never had one in the 5 years that we have been trying. Hopefully tomorrow I'll feel a bit better. I've got a busy week ahead.
I've been in a soap and bath bomb making frenzy! Got 3 Pamper Parties coming up, 2 Craft Fairs plus other orders...Yikes! I hope I've got enough stock!
On BBC3 tonight there is a programme on called Body Hits It's all about fertility and ther is something about till 15 at a Widnes supermarket. It's only down the road from me so maybe I should go and be a cashier for a day...you never know ;0)
Hopefully we are going to see Love Actually later, but Andy is busy working so I guess we'll have to wait and see.
Wish I had a comments thingy on this Blog so people could leave messages...I must investigate this.
I was reading Gina's blog yesterday and she had a link to this book. I've got it and used to read it to the kids in my class when I was a Reception teacher, we all thought it was hilarious!
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